This year was absolute crap. I hated 4.5 out of 7 of my classes (because I like math, but the teacher sucks ass, and like… a lot of it) and I just totally fucked up. I don’t even have a 4.0 anymore ): Actually, I never really did. I only had a 4.0 last year because AP classes get that extra 10 points. So in reality, my GPA is probably like a 3.5 or something. That number just depresses me so much…

But we’re out of school! And I don’t have to think about that for a while. And next year will be so much better; I already know it.

I’ll probably feel this self-shamed feeling next year, though, but I’m not proud of it. I’m just so lazy. I want everything perfect and if it’s not 100% perfect or worthy of being turned in with my name on it, then I just don’t turn it in at all.


School. Is. Out.

Summer List:

  • Softball
  • Tennis
  • Boyfriend (if he ever has time, what with baseball and football…)
  • Quality Dad time
  • Exercise. Yes.
  • I would like to go camping…

So, I think it’s going to be a nice summer. Honestly, I don’t want to go on vacation. I don’t like car rides and I don’t even really like the beach or the ocean. I want to go to the aquarium though 😀 Good thing my state has the best aquarium ever.

Happy Summer, Guys (:


I found a new tennis “coach” (:

She’s cool. She’s really good. Way better than me. She has an amazing serve, and what I like most is that she’s also studying exercise science, which I find really interesting. She’s also 30 something, but that doesn’t matter because she’s amazing at tennis.

So, since she’s studying exercise science, I agreed to be her guinea pig to whatever exercise she wants. I love to move, to exercise, to sweat. She agreed to condition me every Saturday morning, early in the morning specifically for tennis, and from what my brother tells me, she works people hard. Good (: I can’t wait for next Saturday morning now.

And then she taught me a little about serving. Now, I don’t listen to many people because I’m stubborn and hard headed, but everything she said made a lot of sense to me and I got better in a matter of 5 minutes. Amazing right? So, if I can do tat in just 5 minutes, once a week should do me some good. 

I can’t wait (: especially for the exercising part.